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They are my inspiration and enthusiasm;
And I shall always put a
smile on their face;
I wont let tears formed
even just a drop
within their eyes;
I shall be always holding their hand,
They will stay in my
heart because this is their palace;
I might not live
in an actual realm
as those real monarchs and royals
yet They shall have a life
merrier than others;
I shall be singing a tender song
for them so all their tiresome be gone;
I will listened and comprehended;
I would be their prince and king,
its because they are my princess;
Because my princess,
Shall live a royal way
where no much suffering
shall come in their way
and not to worry for the next day
and i will treasure them like a rare diamond
Because they are My Princess
and i will be here for them
as long as they need me
as long as i love them.
i will stay here beside them.


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Dedicated to Louise Lane Santos, Lois Angeline Damaso,
Margie Sarmiento and Katherine Tang.
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EGO. . . this is a necessary aspect in the growth of our mind and emotion or a crucial self-organizing principle of the human personality. It is one reason why drugs, alcohol, sex, pornography, bad television, cough syrup, and other things can be so attractive: because they offer a temporary escape from it. It is "the enemy within," the key ingredient to The Problem of Life "the root of all evil, the enemy of a genuine spiritual life." This is that emotional and psychological knot in consciousness that is the fundamental cause of the sense of separation from all of life. From the spiritual perspective, this is defined as pride, self-importance, and the narcissistic need to always see oneself as being separate – separate from others, separate from the world, separate from the whole universe and a love-denying obsession with separation, narcissism, and self-concern. Some of us always talked about EGO and they seem to know what they're talking about. But then again, it often seems to us, your daring, fearless, and occasionally confused, that a lot of the time, they're actually talking about different things
- without knowing it.

". . . the human face of ego is pride; is arrogant self-importance; is narcissistic self-infatuation; is the need to see oneself as being separate at all times, in all places, through all circumstances - and that ego is the unrelenting enemy of all that is truly wholesome in the human experience."

"My ego will be gone if i will learn how to accept the fact that im the person known by others and i don't need to pretend to please anyone..."

"this is the new start"

The night is so cold and its raining, a weather like this could give common colds, fever and headache. Right now, my mind blowing up the rules of what i need to do while imagining the faces of fate and reality. Its kicks me out of condition and i hate it. This is the new start, this is a beginning of my life and new torture of tomorrow. Nom de deui! how could this things happen? I am floating inside of a sarcastic and envy world of my soul. Kick it off! I hate it! I HATE IT! im not stupid of not to feel any anger and not to feel any pressure yet why do i keep on smiling? Why do i keep on waiting? Yes, you can say that its being pessimist but never say that you're not doing this stupid thing. (sigh) Let the world spend with my sorrow and pain. Let the world knows how i envy my self and let my self knows that im not only the one who feel this way.

"things are not balance in a way of how you look at them and on how you define them."